Grell X Sebastian 8

'When I was a child I had an older sister called Olivia, father would be very abusive, and she'd let him hurt her so I wouldn't get hurt, she would hold me close to her at night and sing to me or tell me stories, I loved her so much, she was my precious sister, when she died, I felt so alone, and in memory of her, I decided to become a lady so I can have my own children, and to also show that not all fathers are bad' he explained, Sebastian listened very carefully

'I know I'm not a lady, I know, but the idea of me being one makes me feel so confident'

'And I just feel alone all the time, I don't really have any friends, or a lover' Sebastian blushes

'Knowing that my mother was still alive made me really but really happy, because... Half of my mother is Olivia, I want her back so badly, and with her telling me that she doesn't want me alive killed me inside, I'm just worthless' he cries, Sebastian grabs him and sits him on his lap looking at his face

'S-Sebastian?'

'Call me what you like calling me' he whispers, he kisses Grell's cheek, he blushes

'Sebas-chan..?' Sebastian holds him tightly

'Grell... I know I haven't shown it but.. I've always liked you'

'Eh???'

'I've liked you since Madam Red brought you to the mansion'

'You were always so cold! I thought you hated me!'

'If I hated you I wouldn't have told you to call me when you needed me?' he blushes again

'I love you Grell Sutcliff, the one and only you' he kisses Grell, he backs away a little bit in surprise

'You don't like it?' Sebastian asks worried

'I... I love it' Grell whispers kissing Sebastian, he holds onto him tightly while Sebastian holds his back

'You know... I wouldn't mind..'

'Mind what?' Sebastian flirts

'I wouldn't mind if we did it' Grell whispers looking at him

'He said something cute' Sebastian blushes

'But I don't think you'd do it with me because... I'm not a woman'

'Idiot, that's the reason why I'd do it with you, I like you Grell, remember that' and kisses Grell's nose